I am not happy sad Because...

Blog = diary

Anyone wanna disagree with me?

I'm sure many bloggers think it this way, or maybe not.

Mainly human thought:"I wanna have a million dollar and keep increasing".
Many people's life is:"I don't give a damn about it".
Some even felt that:"I can manage your's even I got no idea of mind".
Portion of them think:"I only think of your's".
little will keep in their mind that:"I just wanna be me! sufficient enough".

I am the little group of them.

I am not happy sad Because every plan that on my list is doubled, even tripled. I take it seriously but I don't like it with no meaning of "ME".

Some will say this is an act of selfishness, but I said it's a work of self sufficiency fulfillment act.

This word sufficient had been in my mind for the whole damn day. But it is no more than what I wishes for and willing to even sacrify for the "million dollar" dreams.

If blog is a diary, I will come up here and start screwing every shittie things that is in my brain. But I don't make it compulsary, but once a week is more than enough.