Lost and Gain!

Sat night was a night where I will never forget, indeed it might bring me phobia. A night where I saw the most darkest side of my-self, and where I see where my spirit and soul can gain maturity.

I lost my mind, but I was still aware of things happended around me. The 1st lost.

Laughing at my friend who told her girlfriend what we did, and I saw the reason why God still made me single till now. The 1st gain.

Losing control of my sanity, and did something that I should've be able to control. 2nd lost.

It is not my cup of tea, should just stay to be my-self and only my-self. 2nd gain.