W H Y ?

There's so many why a person can ask
1) Why i'm still working while my friends all finished?
2) Why is this things happened?
3) Why i couldn't see?
4) Why i got cheated?
5) Why...

Recently there's too many thing had happen to me, and to my friends around me.. Kind of feeling emo also la..

During this period i wrote another songs. A song that inspires me the most of my collection. A song written by the inspiration from God.

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W H Y
What have I done?
Why I’m still here
Straggling from my foolishness
Where is the rainbow
Why I couldn’t see
Holding close to your faithfulness

There’s too many why in this world for us to ask
How much stumble can I be with my own world?
Can you help me? Take me and hold me refine my life
Oh please rescue me from my world and take me in
Into your arm
©Fred.jz®

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I just feel like sharing this song. Hopefully I can sing this song during sharing night in CF.

God Bless! =)

i want...

Its has been long since my last post! Nonetheless, this post is suppose to remind me what should i use it best for when my final paid concluded in the end of october.

Basically I want...

• Altec lansing speaker


• Apple iPhone/ Nokia N93


• Guitar effects


• Guitar amp


• left handed semi-Acoustic guitar


• Laptop RAM


• More Books ~Journey Towards Justice, The Dreams of Ada, etc...~


• A Band that i can JAM with(will this cost money?)


• Sun glasses


• A Glasses for my astigmatic


• Clinique facial wash


• A new tattoo(don know ask my girl? if got =.=)

Of cause some portion of my paid will go for cf building fund(if got or to cf) and to support my self for the september mission trip to orang asli settlement in cameron higland. =p

1st leave of my life!! = holiday!!

monday is today, n i did not go to work ^.^
ahaha.. on leave.. then i decided to write smt here,
cuz after change the template then never post dy..

think...
think....
think.....

don know wat to write... >.<

nvm... had a interesting weekend,
when back on sat morning,
again, God bless the road, never expected to get direct ipoh ticket,
KL only on 9.30, must well 9.30 buy ticket direct go back Ipoh... *(i think)

Food.. here i come....---->

since is father b'day, my sisters all came back for sunday night dinner(though his b'day is on 27th), REALLY EAT ALOT when in ipoh, going to fast b'fast, lunch, n dinner on tuesday =p >.<

came back today, but was like travelling the whole ipoh---kl---malacca.

went to buy baby stuff wit sis in kl, n it was... cool.. make me think alot of things, make me imagine alot of things 2 >.<

baby is a girl, named kate, meaning pure! May the Lord watch over you and the mother! You shall be the blessing to this family =)

my baby also got name.. i name it yiskah.. wanna know whose my baby!?
its my guitar... hahha.. ^.^

after that i drive my sister Toyata WISH back to malacca(*as a driver and to drop my self =.=). its a nice car.. and i also wish that my wish will come... hahha >.<

E-mail!?

Today in office, my friend send me a forwarded mail: Below is part of the content.

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To all February Baby:

FEBRUARY = THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it.. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Trie s to learn to show emotions.

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Well, this is the 1st time i agreed with forwarded mail! =)

周杰伦《不能说的秘密》Jay ~secret~

Interview with Jay


Movie Trailer


MV

周杰伦 - 不能说的秘密 ~secret~
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
Cold coffee away from coaster
我忍住的情绪在很后面
I keep holding back my emotion
拼命想挽回的从前
Wanted to save the time we lost
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
Clearly still showing on my face

最美的不是下雨天
Rain is not the most beautiful
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
But the place where we shade from rain
回忆的画面
Pieces of memory
在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜
Still swinging on the swing, dream started to become miserable

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
You said let go of love will make us walk further
又何必去改变你走过的时间
Why still wanna undo the time you have had
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
You use your finger to hold me silent
想象你在身边才完全失去之前
Imagine you with me only can forget the past


你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
You said let go of love will make us walk further
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
Maybe fate will only appear to us
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
Only make us love in this Autumn season
飘落后才发现 这幸福的碎片
Drifted down only realize the pieces of blessing
要我怎么捡
How should i pick it up

I specially dedicate this song to you, Yiskah. =)

The Story of 'Black N White'

The Story of 'Black N White'

Part' 1

What is Black? What is White?
Some might say its Tasteless! Boring! or even Shit!
Some even said its mean Lonely!
Well, i couldnt agreed more on that. But... I see through it, i saw meaning behind black, and i saw peace behind white. Blank n White sometimes speaks more than words! =)

Try see what they said =) *Click on the pic to enlarge

(Sorry if i miss out your pic, i already tried my best to take every single of you)

The end of Part' 1

I'm sure you don wanna miss out those expensive pic, stay tune!