21

21 is the best number in poker

21 is the lucky number for bus ticket

21 is 7 x 3 whereas 7 is lucky number also

21 is the best thing that can occur

21 is my b'day age today.. 21 is an age only appear once in your life.. 21 aihz..

Best starting for the age of 21, will it make my whole year the best? Will I find what I seeks? But I say to this 21, everything leave it to HIM, for only HIM who knows our path, let HIM walk the path with me, let HIM hold my small hand and find my path, let HIM lead the way, let HIM have my everything, let HIM.. let go.. let's live..


Thank you list:

• God for making me me


• Parents for loving kindness teaching and life


• Sisters for taking care, and loving a stubborn me


• JiaTsing,JasonL,EdmundH,kelvinT,JanSen,Richard,ElaineS,JouChean,Debbie,Rebecca,
  Jessica,Louis,Lucius,Elvina,Vijay,EsterS,Ana,Merilyn
  for the "lovely" little gift, and cool jersey


• Ai's for the classic design t'shirt


• CG members for having dinner with me on this special day, and the present (mighty worship song CD)


• Wishes and blessing from all my brothers and sisters in Christ, and friends

Blessed are those who Bless others using their blessing. God Bless and have a nice year ahead of you =)

O.o

restless
tension
exciting
cool

BSAD 08'

coming to your way..

Βαλεντινο!? nope...

10days until the submission of CLS song writing competition.

9days of disturbing emotion.

8days of another preparation.

7days of so-called lucky number but wondering fate is not fake.

6days of before cg decide what's for dinner.

5days until i see MR.Slow again during badminton.

4days before BSAD kick off.

3days of more preparation.

2days of preparation.

1day of being stupid over nothing.

today was alone sitting in the dark room blogging, smilling at couples, working on my songs, seeing msn friends sign-in window, shaking mosquito of my legs, preparing for 2 big day, seeing her YM! sign-in pop-up but din't do anything, and thinking of self stupidness towards...

Wisdoms and Guidances is from you, I only listen to you!

the secret behind EMO..

• sits next to a hot chick


• call unreachable calls


• dont respone to anyone


• do extreme sports


• looking at others YM status


• nothing

Day 2 of CNY...

HOT!! HOT!! and HOT!!

I woke up early in the morning to fetch my sister to some place then went to jusco and meet my church friend for lunch. When we were having lunch in pizzahut, we talk about our friend which has the same name, and it reminds me of HER.

In jusco MPH, I was browsing through some books, hoping to find John Grisham new book "Playing for Pizza" SOFT COVER, but failed, instead I saw this interesting book by Rachel Gibson in the series of A little black dress Book, entitled "it must be love", the story was very tricky love story about a detective trailing this girl suspect and later fall in love with her, and it reminds me of HER.

Later during dinner at home, I saw this Celcom Xpac advertisement, it was about reload RM30 and above on the 1st and 2nd day of CNY to get highest until RM50 bonus, I went on to reload RM30 for my 019 and I only got RM10 for bonus, and my 019 saving gone up to RM139.12, and it reminds me of HER.

I was messaging using my nokia 8310, trying to dicuss tomorrow plan with my school PBSM friends, we decided to watch movie and dinner and overnight gamble at friend's place, but failed to decide who's driving, then I saw my nokia 6260 which with 019 number, and it reminds me of HER.

10:45pm, one chinese movie showing on my house new 2nd hand Samsung 32inch widescreen TV from my sister house in Sg, the movie is entitled 7 sword, one girl inside, korean girl, talking in korean, when the screen show her with her hair near to her face, it reminds me of HER.

I couldn't stand my days of thinking of her each moment when something pop-up, that's why i am here, splashing everything into words, hoping nothing but dust, praying for her but cursing my self, so that she could get well soon.

And the day ends like this... .. .

CNY

I was going to write this post on the CNY eve, but i countn't make it.. very tired la.. hah ahah aa XD ...

1. helping out with household stuff (not the tired part)


2. help mom cook some food (definately not)


3. went football in the morning and futsal in the afternoon (thats was it! but its darn cool)

1st time CNY having different fun from the CNY envirolment, beside, when getting older, CNY seems like is just another day. Unless it's your turn to give Ang Pow then its different story =p

Yesterday feeling was even more different when i msg her, exchanging more than usual amount of msg-s, something was happening, or changing, but i wish it's not another misinterpretation, and that's why i choose not to make this stupid interpret again.

Nevertheless, this CNY is different! =) Enjoy your self ppl!