It seems that I couldn't pull my self together for the last few weeks due to the long hours of working (some of you might think, kan this idiot not working on every Friday!?).
Yes, working is tired and I don't understand at all how Kenny sia can do it (he once mentioned he's a workaholic until his dad wanna cut off relationship with him). Maybe because of his high salary? Or all his FOC trip?
4 weeks plus 1 day of working and am counting seems very very tired for me now, everyday I kept thinking; why do I need to go work so early and come back so late? My house mate woke up later than me and comes back earlier than me plus he got high salary. I mean what the hack, I'm just doing my training plus I'm just working for 4 days a week, this is already very good. Did I mentioned I got my allowance cut half day for not working on Friday and it is company policy, freak kan!?
Last 2 weeks was specially tired for me, single person doing the whole IT audit at each plant in company, I got dose off a few times waiting for the freaking slow and old PC to responds. But last 2 weeks was also special for me in a sense that I've got some external strength to push me forward each day, how to define it? Honestly, there is this cute Finance Auditor now in one of the plant and it seems to me that I'm able to met her every day without failing and without any mean of purposely plan.
She kinda my type of girl, long hair, quite tall, slim cutting body, fair skin and chubby face, I enjoyed seeing her everyday. I talk to another trainee in my department about it and he asked me to get her number, but my response was NO. Why I said no, 1st of all, I'm a shy guy, and even if I manage to get her number, I don't think I'll ask her out. 2nd, as I said, she's my external and also temporary strength, a short definition would be; she's a external Auditor and I don't think things will work out in ANY, and I really mean ANY way.
Instead of looking for temporary, I do like to have a permanent strength instead. Oh Hannah, you don't have to cry, I'll still love you (ps: Hannah is my acoustic guitar name XD). Thanks to David from FES putting so many of these thought in me. =p (<-- above sentense is for girls only)
But what I know for sure is, God is planning something big a head of me, it's just a matter of time and perseverance. =)
Time to sleep!
oh.. I figure out that now on I can actually do more on simple simple posting in my blog and do some research about my FYP in my blog. Stay tune from me very soon k =)
External source of strength. Heeeeeeeeeeee~ (if she reads your blog then how ar? =P)
ReplyDeleteIf only she might reads my blog... XD there is 100 reasons why she won't found her way here =p
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